Sonorous Sobriquet

Sunday, September 19, 2010

In Control

Mid-sem break is coming to an end. My 1 week off has been good, been pretty productive and disciplined. Daily revision (I'm still quite amazed of how I managed this), got myself a haircut in the city, baked a cheesecake, gym, party on a Saturday night.
 
The pictures will be up in the next post, hopefully.
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Somewhere deep inside, I feel like there's something missing in me. It feels weird and scary. I've been trying to sort that bit of me out. 

I want to cry. I want to be inert. I want to be in control of my feelings. I want certainties, reassurance and security. I want you to be more sensitive. I want answers.

TERRIFIED- Katharine Mcphee


You, by the light
Is the greatest find
In a world full of wrong
You're the thing that's right

Finally made it through the lonely
To the other side

You set it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only life

And this could be good
It's already better than that
And nothing's worse
Than knowing you're holding back

I could be all that you need
If you let me try

You set it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only

I only said it 'cause I mean it
I only mean 'cause it's true
So don't you doubt what I've been dreaming
'Cause it fills me up and holds me close whenever I'm without you

You set it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only


xxxxseekixxxx

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